SING WITH YOUR HEART

HELPLESS GOD

neilina — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 14:57:10 +0000

You sit there,
With my hands around your shoulder
Your head buried between your knees
And you ask,
“Do I have to Look up?”.

You sit there,
With my eyes closed in hope,
A booklet of prayer hidden in your palms,
And you ask,
“Do I have to Pray?”.

You sit there,
With my eyes stuck upon yours
A tiny tearlet, stuck on your cheeks
And you ask,
“Do I have to smile”?

You sit there
With my life depending on yours.
An oxygen mask hanging on your face,
And you ask
“Do I have to breathe”?

It pains to be a helpless GOD.

~Rambler

Your Smile

neilina — Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:13:10 +0000

Remember when you smiled?

Your eyes radiant,

Your smile contagious,

Made sunshine blush behind the clouds.

Today your smile looks weary—

Today your lips tremble,

Today your eyes are teary.

Today I know not why

My world is silent.

Every thought in my heart

Wants to breathe you,

Wants to feel your touch

So my being could explode,

In a thousand rhythmic pulses.

If only you could smile at me

Again.

~Zakiah

CONSCIENCE

neilina — Tue, 08 Jul 2008 03:12:07 +0000

You open the book for me,
And put words in my mouth,
And before I can mouth them,
You make me forget too.
Like the pictures you draw,
And patterns you make me see,
And before I can match,
You dissolve them too.

Choice isn’t easy.
Nope,
Not with you around.
Not without you either.

~Rambler (http://virtualrambling.wordpress.com/2008/07/07/conscience/)

DID YOU KNOW?

neilina — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 16:01:50 +0000

did you know
my body
belongs to you?
not as a possession
mind you
but as an extension
of your own
my body
is the physical
manifestation
of the female aspect
of yourself
you never
fully expressed
I am the woman
you would have been
if you could have been
a woman
you could have been
except for the fact
I chose to be
the woman
you chose to be
the man
perhaps
we tossed a coin
of course
the same applies
to the male aspect
of myself
I never
fully expressed
you are
definitively
the man
I would have been
if I could have been
a man
and
your body
belongs to me
not as a possession
mind you
but as an extension
of my own

would it be okay
for me to say
how much
I love
y(our) body?

~Melana

WE ARE ONE!

neilina — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:48:39 +0000

we know
my love
we have
always been
together
never really
separate
or apart

as love created
the illusion
of fear
never leaving
always retaining
its original essence
we, too, created
the illusion
of separation
yet, maintaining
our original Oneness

we each
became
male/female
female/male
although
revealing
man or woman
living inside
each of us
the other aspect
of ourselves
never leaving
only becoming
a less visible
more hidden
expression

becoming whole
within ourselves
we fully
acknowledge
embrace
and heal
the illusion
of separation
in the Oneness
that we are
have always been
shall always be

we
as One
my love

~Melana

TOUCH

neilina — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:20:39 +0000

Touching you, I ask, is that ticklish,
does it hurt? Do you like me
Rubbing your back like this?

Do you like me to stroke? or should I push harder,
Dig my knuckles in like this, force the knots in
you shoulders away, should I carry away
your Tension,

Lift the nervousness off your skin,
Breathe away your frustrations.
Let me touch you,

Run my hands over your neck, lightly,
over your face, eyes, around your lips,
on your hairline, until your skin begins
to feel a thrill,

Then I’ll change to rubbing your hands,
Squeezing each finger, massaging your palms,
Does it feel like your hands are just hands,
When I do that?

And now and again my lips will brush your skin
As I can’t resist kissing you;
but I continue, moving to your feet,
tickling first, then stroking,
rubbing and pulling until you feel like
you’ve never walked on them,

then encircling your ankles in my hands,
I pull your legs, stretching them,
and feel your strong calves,
lovely knees, and spend some time
focusing on the tender skin behind your knee;

and I tell you to lie on your back,
so I can rub and squeeze your thighs, the
strong muscles in the front of your legs;

With featherlight fingertips I tickle
the skin of your legs, and with a lover’s
brush gently caress the curves of your stomach,
slowly circling each breast with my face,
taking care not to tickle too much;

The beauty of your your body
overwhelms me, as I sink my face into the
soft downy skin of your breasts.

But I am not done; I trace a fine line
Slowly along your side, from thigh to arm
with my tongue, almost not touching you,

and keep going out along your lithe arm,
to your fingertips, then back along and up
your neck, so I can flick your earlobe,
whisper in your ear, and send shivers
down your spine.

Do you like it when I do that,
Will you return my touch?

~brightsilentthought

I CAN NEVER LET YOU GO!

neilina — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:19:00 +0000

This lie’s become a part of me
For months, I’ve played this game
Acting like it doesn’t hurt
Each time I hear your name

Ignoring what’s inside of me
Pretending I’ve moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For you are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But that day when I saw you
For the first time since you left
My heart stopped for a moment…
I couldn’t catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time…
I just can’t let you go
I can never let you go…

~unknown

Life……zindagi…Jeevana

neilina — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 15:55:29 +0000

Standing in front of a cracked mirror,
He looked deep into his own eyes,
Trying to look for an answer,
Look for a confirmation.

His actions and conclusions,
His beliefs and trusts
Why did all seem like a lie?
All his rights, now seem wrong

He was superstitious agreed,
His misfortune,
“Life” became his “Superstition”.

~Rambler

RUN WITH ME TONIGHT….

neilina — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 07:04:58 +0000

Run with me tonight, she whispers into the wind

run with me and be as free as you will

there are places here which no one knows

places where eyes would never find us

places where our secrets mean absolutely nothing

so many fantasies and dreams we could have

so many parts we could play

pretend with me

dream with me

meet me beside the gentle creek so we can walk through the cool waters and splash about

follow me behind the stone wall and we can share secrets till the moon is high and the fireflies have long departed

chase me through the trees and let them hear our laughter, sending our wishes far over the lands with each of their falling leaves

lay with me in the tall grass and hold me while i whisper sweet sensations in your ear

join me, lover, and never be alone again

just you and i and a dream we both share

leave the world behind and find paradise with me

take my hand

dance with me

close your eyes and dream once again

~the7cyns

LOCKED DOOR

neilina — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:16:56 +0000

A stranger stood suddenly next to me.
He put two fingers to his lips to silence me.
He looked at me as if he is amused.
He began to speak with a deliberate but soft voice:

“Here is the secret door
that guards the gates to initiation
Hidden until unlocked by spell
Nobody enters without permission
There is only one way.

I hold the keys to the phenomenal world
I unite fire and ice
I form earth from water and air
No entry unless you have the three keys

Look in my bag is the tools of my trade
A staff of fire, purifying all
A spear of air for righteousness to prevail
A cup of water to drink in compassion
A handful of dust, not to waste

Three opens the lock of four
Find the keys by becoming the lock
The keys always draw the lock towards it
Look into the mirror. Have you learned your lesson?
Five is the door into a new direction

The future is locked until the past is processed
the journey is a circle until the door opens”

He reached up and grasped some light
and used the light to cut open his chest
He gave me his bloody heart with a smile
I shook when I took it, but suddenly felt alive”

~jurgens